The private pleasure of flatulence

My gas smells so strong sometimes. I don't discuss his with a single soul! Yet I relish in the pleasure of my bizarre and putrid smells, and the relief of release. I also feel fear and shame about inability to hold them in or make them smell.less bad when I'm around around people. But what can I do? I've tried many things and so far, farting seems inescapable. Might as well enjoy it.