summer solstice reflections on all the various changes at a cafe
Since Saturday April 13th M and I have been dating. Again ad again acknowledging it, accepting it. It has been a really wild and rocky and interesting road. There has been pleasure. I'd like to say it's been really happy and joyful all the time though I don;t think that's accurate. Something keeps me staying - and him, too. in many ways it's a heavily dark and difficult time in my life. A heavy time especially. This week, once I finish my questionnaire my realtor gave me to fill out about my condo specifications, my condo unit will have listings on the real estate market . This is an immense moment. Even more immense will be the moment I have a buyer, an the moment I approve of a buyer. This has been pretty much a decade in the making. it's been hard to choose a realtor I trust. It's been hard to feel strong and sure enough to move this process along on my own. People have helped me along the way - notably BDM, DT, and my realtor, and probably a few others a...